Wednesday, 30 September 2009
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夜很深了，但是我还是无法睡下去。
我想了很多，虽然临睡前，他一再叮咛我别再胡思乱想了。
他，真的还蛮了解我的，不过也不是百分百了解，嗯，大概有80％了解吧。
我还是辜负了他，还是胡思乱想了。
多久都没有这种感觉了，害怕失去一个人的感觉。我还以为，我自从上一次以后，很多事情都看开了，还以为自己变得潇洒了。
原来没有。
我想，我是很喜欢他的吧。那种喜欢，甚至超过了我的想象，我从来都不知道，原来我还可以这样这样地喜欢一个人。
虽然在一起快两年了，我也没有很了解他，但是他对我的那一份情意，我可以深深地感受到。
虽然，他以为他很了解我，不过，他一直认为我并没有很在乎他，也一直觉得我没有很喜欢他。
或许，是我不会表达吧。
是长大了，仰或是经历了过去感情的不愉快，使我不再像以前一样，很坦率地表达情感。
在一起都快两年，他都不知道，我每一次等不到他的电话会有多心急，我多担心他常常生病，我每一天都会惦记他...
而且，有时候为了他，会情绪很低落。
他送我的每一样礼物，我都收着，好好地收着。
他不会说好听的话，不会甜言蜜语，当我生气的时候不会逗我，而且还会很大男人主义，甚至有时候还会骂我、责备我，但是他会为我设想周到，总是把最好的东西都留给我，时时刻刻都为我着想。
我不知道以后会怎样，但是我会好好地记得我们在一起的时光，记得曾经有一个人好好地爱惜过我。
Sunday, 20 September 2009
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好男人与烂男人
好男人与烂男人,傻傻分不清楚。
好男人，宁愿自己挨饿，也硬是要掏钱让家人、老婆、女朋友可以舒适地过日子。
烂男人，不争气，身边个个都得陪他一起饿肚子。
好男人，工作很忙碌的时候，也是会忽略女朋友，一回家就倒头大睡。
烂男人，工作很忙碌的时候，不但会忽略女朋友，还有办法跟一起上班的美眉调情。
好男人，遇到正妹的时候，也会多看几眼，甚至是在女朋友面前称赞，随即也没有放在心上。
烂男人，遇到正妹的时候，多看几眼是肯定会，可能不敢在女朋友面前称赞，不过整个脑袋都是另一个女人的影子。
好男人，会用行动来证明他爱你。
烂男人，会光用一张嘴说他爱你。
好男人，是不舍得让心爱的人掉眼泪，会用双手温柔拭去留在脸上的泪痕。
烂男人，是让你哭了又哭，心伤了又伤。
好男人与烂男人，来来去去，也许都是同样的人。或者是，当烂男人遇上一个他真心爱着的那个人，他会转变成一个好男人。好男人也会因为环境和待遇而变成一个超烂的烂男人。谁说不可能呢？
Saturday, 15 August 2009
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China - Guilin Trip Part 6sorry i am really late in updating my Guilin's trip entry due to my laziness.haiz. -____-
so here i come!(and actually quite lazy to update right now either!*slap self* )we went to visit 象鼻山 on the next day.we were not climb the mountain,we actually were going to 象鼻山 garden and watched 象鼻山 from far away.
and if you are wonder how does 象鼻山 looks like,look at below this:
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people do say it looks like an elephant which is drinking water using its trunk.look alike?
lonely me.
eh eh,i forgot what was this named jor!anyway,nice to eat!
a lot of graphic about elephants due to the theme of 象鼻山.
after this, we went to 伏波山.
a big tea pot!
there was a cave too.
inside the cave:
"凡走过必留下痕迹" . hehez.
at night we went to enjoy the beautiful night view of the Guilin city.
some pictures taken:
and the hotel that we stayed was Sheraton Hotel (喜来登大酒店).i heard my father said that in Malaysia also got Sheraton Hotel and this particular hotel is a popular five star hotel.
and one special thing i wanna mention here is the design of its washroom,look at the picture below:
a window that look through to the washroom!okay,perhaps this will be very romantic for those couple,errrr,but not for sister and i.HAHA!anyway,there was a curtain provided too,if not imagine how disgusting that my sister gonna watch i take bath!EWWWWWWWWW~
so,that's end of the day.and i am freaking tired right now!bye everyone!
to be continued.......
Tuesday, 11 August 2009
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请珍惜我的眼泪
曾经，我为了心爱的男孩掉过不少眼泪。
后来，我练成了不容易哭的功夫。就算发生什么事，吵了架，冷战还是生气，我的眼泪都不轻易掉。
最近，现在这一个，却让我破功了。
我还以为，一个真心爱我的男人，是不舍得让我难过掉眼泪的，但是，他却告诉我，伤我的心是无所谓。
真的无所谓吗？仰或是不珍惜我的眼泪？请不要以为我还有很多很多的本钱让你来挥霍地伤我的心，你难道看不到吗，它已经渐渐死去在我里面。
每当你伤我的心一次，我的心就死了一次。
你知道吗，为了一个我爱的人，我可以流眼泪，也可以义无反顾地为他，但是，为了一个看似爱着我却又不珍惜我的人，伤心难过，为着他苍老，为着他掉眼泪，却是多么不值得的事！
所以，请珍惜我的眼泪，因为有一天，眼泪不会再为你而流，心脏不会再因为你而兴奋跳动，我会离开你。
Saturday, 08 August 2009
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Currently
LoveGame - Remixes
By Lady GaGa
see relatedmy poor james is suffering for serious fever and flu.
just now i went to visit him.he really looked sallow and pale.my pity james,he must be feeling really uncomfortable.and he was lying on bed with blanket covered up all of his body without turn on the fan.when i touched his forehead,the temperature was high. haiz.poor pity dear.
i hope that he will recover very soon,and i really worry about him because nowadays H1N1 already spread into kelantan.i am afraid that he get H1N1.nevertheless,his doctor did not said anything about H1N1,only asked him go back home and rest.
haiz.
Friday, 07 August 2009
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i received a forward email:
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。
实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，在别人面前她都是淑女。你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即使生气也不会超过2天。而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。
她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。你了解女孩吗?
请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。
如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。
在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。
要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。
actually it is so true.sometimes,boys are not really understand what are gurls thinking about.perhaps,they are not sensitive enough to sense our feelings and fragile hearts. =/
Friday, 31 July 2009
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JERK!!!
"KB 的女生谁要破处.....想要一个难忘的第一次吗??破处算什么？不做鸡就不错了"
gurls,when you look at above sentences,will you get irritating and annoying???
AND I AM SUPER DUPER ANNOYING!!!
there's a retarded bastard in my msn list who wrote this fucking annoying personal message!!!
and this fucking shameless man still came over and dropped a "hii" to me in msn!!! and i noticed his rude personal message!!!
so i asked him why did he wanna put such harsh personal message,and i emphasized that "gurls are not cheap",he just answered me that he is still glad i am here to chat with him! WHAT THE FUCK?! then i replied him:"what?i wanna scold you kao kao!" so he said he is just put the personal message for fun only,and he said he hope nobody will mind!walao,how come nobody will mind?!you this stupid jerk never thinking other's feelings!somemore your personal message sound offended!!!
so this fucking bastard continue saying that one of his friend mad and block him from msn list!and i said that if he did not change his personal message,the second person who will block him is me!but he did not bother me and continue saying that his friend saying he is bian tai (pervert) + dirty + gilo sex! (yeah,i think his friend is absolutely right in commenting him like this!)
so i was really angry that he still not changing his personal message,and i said that gurls also got pride,and if he wants,he better go to thailand,because no kb gurls wanna fuck with him okay,and asked him to fuck off!
he still relaxed and replied me:"taking easy man,i will change(personal message) after 24 hours."
i said:"NO!NOW!"
you know what he replied?he replied me:"i am just little kids." SO WHAT THE FUCK RELATED WITH YOU ARE STILL LITTLE KIDS?DOES ANY LITTLE KID WILL SAY OUT SUCH DIRTY WORDS FROM HIS MOUTH?!
so i threw last sentence for him:"OKAY AS YOU WISH FUCK OFF!" and then i blocked him!
i am really angry with his personal message!sound sarcastic and rude to me!and this shows that he is not respect females at all!for me,he is thinking that females are sex machine and no value at all!WHAT THE FUCK THIS STUPID RETARDED FUCKING JERK HOW DARE HE CAN SO RUDE!!!somemore he still wanna emphasized that "KB 的女生"!!!walao, if kb gurls really want to 破处 or not also not related with him at all,he still wanna bother!!
so after i blocked him,later on he sent a message to my email inbox,and asked me to unblock him,and still saying lame excuse :"nobody is prefect, let forgive and forget . k ??
" HUR HUR HUR!i am getting more and more annoying when seeing his stupid message!how can a guy become so idiot and annoying?!he still think that he is forgivable by saying that "nobody is perfect"!SO WHAT!HIS PERSONAL MESSAGE CAN BE CONSIDERED AS SEXUAL HARASSMENT !AND NOW HE IS STILL THINK THAT HIMSELF IS FORGIVABLE AND NOT EVEN APOLOGISE!!!SO JUST FUCK OFF!MY MSN LIST IS NOT LIKE LACK OF FRIENDS OR CONTACTS SO YOU JUST FUCK OFF!
p/s: finally feel release after writting so much!
sorry,i think i am quite rude in blogging this entry,nevertheless,the bloody jerk deserves all of this!
p/s/s:i am freaking tired after went to USM whole day and taking care of my grandmum!gotta sleep!nitez!
p/s/s/s:if you are a man,a real man,you will know to respect females,if you are not,you are just a simply jerk without penis!
Thursday, 30 July 2009
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i want a boy friend.
a boy friend who will always care about me.
a boy friend who will love me with his entire heart.
a boy friend who will not betray me.
a boy friend who understand my feelings and will support me no matter in what situation.
a boy friend who will make me smile when my skies are grey.
a boy friend who will lend me his shoulder when i cry.
a boy friend who will stay awake at night just to watch i sleep.
a boy friend who will concern and worry about me.
a boy friend who will listen to me.
a boy friend who will stay awake with me when i could not sleep.
a boy friend,i need a boy friend.
i told you,i am greedy.
p/s: ignore me,this is an emo post. -
China - Guilin Trip Part 5so the next day we were still at 阳朔.undeniable 阳朔 is a natural and beautiful city which enriched with mountains and rivers.
we were on the boat to sail the river named 漓江.
this was really lame!but look,the flies love my father!LOL! -____- just for fun.too boring inside the boat.
nice not?
after the sailing,we went to 银子岩,a cave with many unique stalactite (钟乳石).
orh!come to this stalactite,guys,guess what was this stalactite looked like?
this was really amusing!cannot guess ka?perhaps should take a closer look!
okay,now can look clearly jor?what was this?i dun wanna publish the answer here! 18 SX wey~!LOL! the tour guide said that the name for this stalactite is "生命之源".
this one looked like key or not? NO? use your imagination!
so called "音乐石屏",if i am not mistaken. i think this was really fascinating and awesome!
this one named "母爱".because it looked like mother's breast.LOL!
after that,we went shopping at 阳朔西街.YAY!my favourite!
some pictures taken at 西街:
西街 actually is just like Pertaling Street (Chee Cheong Kai) at Malaysia.and the things were really cheap!cheap mad!
okay,that's all for now.
will be continued in next entry.
to be continue...
p/s: my grandmum today will be sent for operation her knee at USM! hope everything going smoothly!may God bless her!*pray hard*
Monday, 27 July 2009
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RANDOM
i want a cocktail dress!
it should look like:
i like the colour! and it does look elegant!
this one also not bad.
and the conclusion is, I WANNA BUY A COCKTAIL DRESS!!! <3
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my friend :
PHYLLICIA SEE!
i <3 my friend! xoxo
random picture of me:
have a lovely day people!
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